Who Is Avoiding Suicide?

 

Looking Like A Solution

Hi,
Well this is my “Blog”

Just like the title says its my way to Avoid Suicide.

Why do I want to die you ask? Well:-
I am over 40 with a Wife that hates me and has forced me from a beautiful home.

A failed business empire, I lost over £100,000 cash plus a house that had £100,000 of equity in it.

No friends due to…. well I don’t know. Where they fake friends? When it all went wrong they ran off. Or they where on the pay roll and they ran off to. So they where just in it for the Money.

Gits….!

I am, clean, smart, and at one time invincible… well that’s what I made the World think.

So please come here again and read my news and random brain spasms.

The idea is that I update this blog to ensure that I don’t kill myself. And if I do (yes I know don’t start a sentence with and) then you may get some idea why I did it.

So I now sit in and I must put an emphasis on clean BedSit. Yes, now I know what Soft Cell sang about when he sang about BedSit Land. Boy is it depressing. F***k Me how do people get bye. It is bad some days as you will read.

I have now taken up “Swinging” in an attempt to make myself happy as I do like sex and do enjoy a little porn. But that is getting be down as you send 50 e mails to the ladies and get 1 reply and then play e mail tennis for Weeks.
Even when I go on the nice sites for nice dates its the same situation. WTF? Why are you listing yourself like a cake in a shop and then hide when a person selects you to eat?

So if you do follow this Blog and the Bogging stops look out in the papers.

But then again in my nice Suicide note I will ask for the Blog to be updated……

Avoiding Suicide
xxxxx